It’s amazing how much can change in one day…
I don’t understand how different I feel today then I did yesterday. Yesterday I was happy, and thought that things were all going to work out for me. Finally. For once. But then today comes around and I realize that it’s never gonna happen. I’m sick of being sad. This doesn’t help. And the one person who can make me feel better, and like nothing’s wrong isn’t doing anything but worrying about themselves. I wish that I had someone who actually fucking cared what they were doing was putting me through.